Hooray!

I'm so stinkin excited!!

284.6!!!!! That's how much I weighed this morning!

EEK! LOL! I am so excited because 285 is my wall.... I can't ever seem to make it to 285. So I feel REALLY good about being 284

Week 4

Today I weigh 286.4 lb. Here are the pics






This was not a great week. Even though I was sick for a couple days and hardly ate, I still didn't lose a whole lot. I dont think i look much different in the pics from last week. Really I look bigger, ugh. But, that is probably due to the shirt I am wearing. When i look in the mirror it seems like my face is thinner...
Honestly, this is where I would usually start to give up... I am still working just as hard if not harder and seeing less results.

Now that I think about it...

Now that I think about it... the latest stop in my journey with infertility took me to a psychologist. She recommended I get back with my psychiatrist and use the 'time off' from TTC to work on my mental health, relationship with Aaron, etc

Now that I think about it.... the latest stop in my journey to bariatric surgery took me to a social worker. She recommended I see my psychiatrist and also a therapist so I have support in place through the struggle of post surgery.

Now that I think about it... my journey to bariatric surgery and my journey in fertility have really converged into the same road. For the first time in a LONG time I really feel like I am heading in the right direction. No questions or doubts about it.