First things first- Today I weight 289.0lb! Hooray! Here are the pics
Since I met the goal the surgeon gave me, I left the message for their office with all the info and also filled out the "test" I am supposed to do and send in when I am close to goal. I got a call from one of the nurses (or MA or whatever) and she said the earliest I can get into the psychiatrist is on June 8th. My surgeon had told them on Friday to get me in for the psych appt in May, and if there was no openings they needed to force an appointment to make it happen. so I am bummed That the nurse didn't make it happen. They will not even schedule the surgery until I have had the psych appointment. I am really really bummed. I mean, crap. If it is not going to happen until july/aug then I might as well try this on my own.
Honestly I am just scared.... scared I can't do it on my own. I have tried so many times and ultimately give up. I want to succeed this time. UGH