I've been feeling fairly lonely lately... like I need friends that just are not here. When Aaron is home and I have someone to be with and sometimes cry with I feel much better. Tonight as I was crying, feeling alone and wondering "why?" a song came to my heart. This song, I Need You More by Kim Walker, led into about an hour of time spent worshipping and crying with God. I think I need to start really relying on God to get me through this hard time instead of looking to people to help me. Perhaps that's not really profound and maybe it seems obvious, but I needed that message tonight.